Lost in a daydream.

You know it really sucks when the things (you kinda guessed but) you don't want to hear were being thrown at you all at once.

It sucks that people get over things much faster than you do.

You knew it all along. That things are bound to happen. But you won't do anything because they weren't what you want anyway - but that doesn't mean I'm okay with others having it. I can't help being selfish.

This second half of the year too many things were being dished at me. I was at first overwhelmed, but now I don't even feel anything anymore. Because I can't. I'm generally a desensitised human.

It's like I'm forever in this "come what may" situation.